The Pee Story
(Source: punysgods, via mcgaffenstein)
Passed
Passed.
AMEN.
Passed all my Finals even the ones I was massively struggling in. Even that couldn’t make me smile. I’m going away this summer to work at Camp with my loving and handsome man and for a whole summer. I will have no parents, no siblings, no NOTHING but a bunch of little girls that I must watch over.
That’s all fine, getting paid to do something I love. :)
I made a friend in my Communication class and we have so much in common that it was declared in class that we both had a crush on each other, in fact a female approached him at the end of the final and asked him but he intervened and told her that he just really liked me as a friend. (Nerds unite!) I told him he should have made a sob story about how he desperately loved me and was heartbroken at the prospect of me not being to ever be with him. How he drives himself crazy thinking of me and how me dreams of us getting married and have three kids and two dogs.
Needless to say that my friend proudly stated that he should have said that just to cause trouble and he was deeply sorry that he didn’t think as quick as to that witty response and asked me if I could forgive him.
I said I could and this Wednesday I am taking him to 5 Guys Burgers and Fries since he is a 5 Guys virgin. It amazes me that people have never eaten there, I mean this is a small town and when some restaurant like this appears in town you would think it would be the place to flock to but then again it is that town that I live in and people rather go to…Applebee’s of all places. Nasty.
Right now my handsome man is watching Batman the Dark Knight and I’m wondering why people don’t leave that awful town. Seriously! WHY!?
Back to here. Even with all this going on I feel sadden due to the fact that even though my mother worked her ass off we still are living in between pay checks! I am taking my sister to school and work and friends while trying to sleep and watch over the house while dong shit that blows my mind.
I need a rich guy to land on my doorstep and pay for me to take my man away on a Vacation! Any rich guys out there? No? I didn’t think so.
Well May the 4th be with you all. (I’ve been sadly waiting to say that all YEAR) After this post my man and I will be eating dinner then watching some Star Wars and I will feel at peace. Then when it comes to the end of this month I will feel better knowing that I am leaving! Finally I will be bothered no more.
Now if only this Camp could be spider free. If only.
Much love and sweet dreams.
P.S Don’t even get me started on my odd ass dreams that I have been having.
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So everyone has been super nice to me today, like mainly random guys. Wonder why. Now if only I can get some free subway.
Still the oddest conversation I’ve had in the early morning
0Camp and other thorny things
Tomorrow I will know if I will be lucky enough to be hired at a camp up here where I live. I would be taking the position of camp counselor and under my care would be four to ten girls. I would watch them, raise them in faith, and make sure they have fun for a few weeks then I get the new batch of kids. Ethan also applied to be the photographer/cinema maker and she called back after the interview wanting him. Now we wait because it has been a week for him and time is running out and I must know tomorrow.
Along with that are my grades and college life. My mother has moved to OH for a well sought after job at Cleveland Clinic and we will finally be making more than $20,000 a year. And I’m happy and all but I’m stuck here in our house watching my sister, taking her to school every morning, cooking dinner, cleaning, watching all 4 of our pets, doing home work, doing P90X every day, and stressing our about where the HELL I am suppose to live this summer.
Breath.
As you can read I am in a tight spot. My family depends on me so much right now and I don’t know if I can handle any more. I want to go to IU next year but I worry about my grades since studying is last on my list right now. Blah. I depend on my boyfriend a lot and he takes it great he just doesn’t understand why I do so much for a family that just “steam rolls” over me. I don’t even know.
Yep, still don’t know. I do know that I live by The Golden Rule and I try with all my might to be good, to help others, and to just be there. It hurts me to hurt others so I let others hurt me in the process? I guess that is how its been happening even if that makes no sense.
You would think that with all the shit thrown my way in my life I would be a cold-hearted bitch but even letting go of a certain some one kind-of recently was hard enough. I just want to give people a million chances and when they break my heart I give them another chance. Just like God gives us a million chances to come back to Him. How would you feel if God had his last straw with you and just didn’t want you any more? Yeah, scary as hell. So I try to be like that.
Then I realize that I’m just a 19 year old who would be better off as a housewife most of her life. Wouldn’t be awful right? I’ll go to that school where they teach you to be skinny, have big boobs, blond hair, and cook anything. I’ll go there get me a rich man and we shall go sailing across the world.
And they all lived happily ever after.
NOT.
Because I want to go make a difference and I want to be true to myself. I want to go out there and do what I love and keep old fiends and have all my enemies (mainly just people who hate me or people I have hurt) come to me and say that they are sorry then we go grab some Starbucks and talk about Moulin Rouge! (Seriously a good movie)
I am just stressed, which by the way comes from the Greek word for “There is too much fuck and not enough care in my life”, no I’m serious look it up if you don’t believe me and while you are at it look up the word pineapple on Urban Dictionary. Stressed out.
My strength comes from God, even if my family is all moving in different directions, my eyes are tired, and my bones are weak. Yes, I know everything will come together.
Some how.
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0My Spanish teacher wrote this to me
te quiero decir que tu me has impresionado con tu actitude y es esfuerzo que has demonstrado- yo se que ha sido un poco dificil para ti, pero tu has seguido sin para, continua asi porque es de paso a paso que se aprende- si me necesites no vaciles de comunicarte conmigo- te deseo un futuro brillante- y ha sido un placer.
the hunger games → lines i wish had made the movie
I wish he did frost people to death
(via hazzeh)
3426The Hipster Games: “Hunger Games” Spoof
Based on an obscure novel you’ve probably never heard of. Hipsters from five districts — Portland, Austin, Brooklyn, Oakland, and Silverlake — must fight to the death to save their district in this Hunger Games spoof.
I made this in honor of The Hunger Games!
Much love.
34just press play and watch the gif
I have been looking for this post for ages.
I… I… what the… why… yes…
BLESS THIS POST!
oh my gosh
I am lol’ing like a crazy person right now. This is wonderful.
omfg.
I can’t delete the big list of comments on my phone but LOL
I couldn’t stop watching! Oh the beard!
P90X
Stating P90x a week ago and I am going to keep strong for 90 days!
I weight about 156 and I had build up on my upper legs, massively un-toned ass, flab on my abs, under breast, and back flat. My legs are pretty toned just from 19 years of life, my arms are the skinniest part of my body, and my best is pretty boney.
I want flat abs, toned thighs, toned ass, and to just be leaner everywhere! Also I need a healthier body for my Thyroid problem.
I am too selfconcious to post my day on photos but after 30 or 60 days I will with my 30/60 day photo.
Wish me luck while I take my transformation!
1HUNGER GAMES IN IMAX
My amazing boyfriend just bought me tickets to the IMAX midnight showing of The Hunger Games. And I was all like:
